Esok cuti....yahoooo...

Nampak sgt...yg aku nie syiookkk sangat nk bercuti esok...yeszaaa. Mmg aku looking forward nak bercuti nie...tensen ler pasal kerja...entahlah....hopefully kalo cuti esok...no more sms fm my bosses...kdg2 tu time cuti pun...ada sms masuk dlm henpon aku...issshhhhh... kowang jgn dok pikior lain pulak...sms pasal kerja...kadang2 tu ..org Perak cakap...subuh sepe'i lagik sms dah masuk dlm henpon aku...suh email itu ini...adoiiii...yg sgt tak besh..kalo boss cuti...still nak sms mintak itu ini kat aku......then aku kena reply by sms to him...boss...leh claim bill henpon tak? he..he..he..he...

Esok aku nak balik kg. Dah lamer bangat aku x balik kg. Dulu...every month my parents came down to KL...but now my mum tgh jaga Faezah yg tgh confinement...so mmg sukarlah emak aku nak jenguk cucu dia kat KL. Lagipun aku mmg rindu bangat nak makan masakan my mum. Air tangan my mum...mmg tak sama dgn masakan yg pernah aku makan selama nie. Lagipun...aku dah cemuih nk makan...masakan aku....konon..he...he..he..

Lagik satu...aku eager nak balik sgt nie..coz aku nak tgk perut kakak aku...Kak La..dia tgh expecting...5 months yewwww...after 12 yrs marriage. Dah 2 kali miscarriage...aku doakan moga Kak La selamat segalanyer...sampai bersalin nanti...insyaallah. Lamer kan...12 yrs. Skrg nie...mmg best kalo usik my sis...coz tahulah org tgh preggie maner bulih nak marah2 sgt...kan kena selalu bersabo...he..he..he..

Yg bestnyer...this month balik Perak...then insyaallah time cuti sek. bulan March nanti aku nak balik Ganu. Mmg sangat best...looking forward nak tunggu cuti sek....ngalahkan budak sek. ajer aku nie.

Alahai kakak...gr..gr..grrr...

Semalam...lepas amik kakak fm sek. dia cam marah sgt kat aku. Bukan aper...dia hot bangat biler dia nak tepon aku kat opis...biler bukak bg duit...cuma duit kertas ajer. Aku pun pelik...napain dia nak call aku?...bukan ada kes emergency ker aper?...

ghupa-ghupanya...sebab ada sorang kawan dia nie called ibu dia kat opis...so kakak pun nak tumpang semangkuk gak...nk guna public phone nak call aku...sajer jer nak sembang2...sabar ajelah...kan ker waste money jer tu...kan?

so biler sampai kat rumah...mengomel ler minah kecik sorang nie...aku kt rumah mmg jarang nak membebel...tp kakak nie bulih tahan gak ngomelnyer..leh ganti Opah dia kt kg...he..he..opssssie..

Kakak: "ibu...naper semalam ibu x kasik duit 20 sen kt sofea. ..sofea nak tepon ibu kt opis...tp sumer dlm bg duit kakak duit kertas.

aku: "laaaa kan mmg abah akan letak duit kertas kt bg duit sofea...naper nak duit syiling pulak?

kakak: "ibu tahu kan...sofea nak call ibu kat opis? naper tak kasik duit syiling...langsung tak leh nak call ibu"...

aku: "laaaa...maner ibu tahu kakak nak call tadi...kalo ada emergency or apa2...baru kakak call ibu yer...

Ilham: "kalo cam tu kakak....esok pagi abah kasik kakak duit seringgit 2 keping & duit syiling dlm seringgit...jgn abiskan taww...belen nanti masuk tabung kakak..

kakak: "ok..esok ibu tunggu taww...kakak nak call henpon ibu..."

kakak senyum sampai ke tinger...biler dgr Ilham nak kasik duit syiling dekat dia.

* Aku mmg...kejap..kejap aku panggil sofea..kejap2 aku panggil kakak..

So masa dlm kul 12.15 tgh hari....henpon aku berbunyi...sekali tgk...kakak yg called aku. Aku tanya dia...jgn cakap...lamer..lamer nanti duit syiling abis...baper duit syiling kakak masuk tadi. Ghupa-ghupanyer dia masuk duit syiling 50 sen....patutlah lamer gak aku bersembang dgn dia. Siap warning aku...amik dia sharp on time...kalahkan boss ajer...anak aku nie.

After a few minutes...kakak called aku...dia tanya kawan dia nak duit syiling buat tepon emak dia bulih tak?..Memula aku x kasik....tp kesian pulak biler dgr citer yg kawan dia nak cakap dgn ibu dia biler tgk kakak dok called aku...so aku cakap...ok...kakak kasik duit syiling kakak...tp cakap kat dia..ckp sekejap ajer.

Then...tak lamer lepas tu...henpon aku ringing balik....kakak was on the line...dok tanya aku...bulih tak...kawan dia yg lain nak pakai duit syiling kakak nak call ibu masing2...aku cakap...NO! kembang kempis hidung aku dok tahan marah.. nk cakap lagik..tetiba line t'putus...sure duit syiling kakak dah abis tuuu...ataupun dia tahu aku marah kat dia...dia letak tepon...mmg grr...grr...grrr..di buatnyer... ..alahai kakak...geramnyer...

so petang nanti...kakak akan dgr pulak ibu dia sorang nie mengomel...what to do..kan.

Kelas Ida Bakery- Sugar paste/Fondant/Buttercream..

Last Sat. aku gi class deco utk belajo cara2 nak buat sugar paste/ fondant & buttercream. Maklumlah...selama nie...kalo aku dok buat kek...aku just main curah topping choc. mmg tak pandai nak decorate kek aku jadik lawo cam maner yg ada kat fotopages or blog kat internet nie...

So slps belajar kat class kak ida...Alhamdulillah...in future ..aku dah bulih nak make-up kasik cake or cup cakes aku nampak comey lotey...he..he..he...

Mmg besh belajar kat kelas kak ida nie... http://merpati66/fotopages.com/ kat sana aku di ajar cara nak buat sugar paste (mmg a bit susah sikit...kena banyak bersabor..)...fondant mmg besh...& biler kak Ida ajar pakai buttercream...lagik aku suka...mmg best bangat class kak ida nie...

Selain dari sonok belajar wat deco nie...aku pun sonok bangat dpt jumpa dgn Kak Ida, Mak Lang, Kak Roziah (tokey bakery...tabik toing..toing..toing kat dia)..Shidah, Roziah & Norizan.

tgklah hasil yg aku buat spt kat bawah nie....he..he..he...

Mula2..kitorang di ajar cam maner nk buat sugar paste nie....w/pun keja nie kena byk sabar a bit...tp hasil yg di buat mmg worth it. Berbaloi org kata....mmg cantek & sheweet ajer sugar paste yg aku belajar nie...

Lawo tak korang ...aku punya munga rose & mushroom fm sugar paste...tu yg belah kanan tu...aku nak buat butterfly...tp wing tak leh nak terbang...coz merekah he..he...he..

Comey tak topi aku nie...mmg susah nk buat topi nie..coz asyik merekah ajer...he..he..he..
Yg nie pulak...gambo bb tgh tido & topi munga...

Cumil tak my cupcakes...he...he..he...

Taekwando class...haiyaakkkk...haiyaaaakkkkk (sambil tendang angin....furgghhhhh)...

Last Tuesday after pick up kakak fm her school, she was telling me that Mama Lily came to school to see and have a word with that boy. Lily was one of the student yg oso kena punched kat perut & sepak kat kaki mcm kakak. I asked kakak...pls tell me what hapen when mama Lily came to see that boy? According to kakak....Mama Lily just kasik nasihat nx time pls don't do the same thing to her doter.

Hemmmm...I'm oso wanted to meet that boy...but unluckily everytime I reached the school...that boy has already gone home. Hopefully one fine day I will manage to meet that boy & hopefully I will clarify with him why he punched my little princess...kan kengkawan...

After that incident happen, Ilham asked kakak whether she was interested to enroll for taekwando class...Rite now, I want to kakak to be able to take care of herself by learning some martial arts skilz .. cz we never know what will gonna happen in future. kalo takder situation yang demand kakak to use her martial skills, at least by learning the art are good for kakak punya kesihatan via exercise, develop stamina, self confidence and etcetera

To all my dear frenz..thans for yr concern & advise. It was really meaningful to me....thanks again.

Unexpected calls....furghhhhh

Have u ever received an unexpected calls?...Hw do u deals with that? Furggghhhh....last Sat. I followed Ilham to pick-up kakak fm school. So at 5.30 we were already near the school gate. Suddenly my h/phone was ringing...then when I pick up the called its was fm her school, Penyelia sessi petang was on the line.

Agaknya...kalo nak break out all the bad news may be ada protocol..so it did happen to me. Dlm hati aku...pls just straight away informing me what happen to my doter...takut sehhh...ketaq lutut pun ader. Then she informed me that my doter was vomitted, suspect due to food poisoning. But my doter not only one. They are another 3 student who oso go the same sympton. She asked me to go to bilik Pejabat coz my doter is there.

So...kitorang pun pegilah ke Pejabat dgn perasaan berdebar2...issshhh tak leh imagine cam maner ghupa aku masa tuuu...mmg cemas siot dibuatnyer. Then biler sampai kat pejabat..we all pun bagitau yg kitorang nie Sofea parents. AKu tgk muka Sofea pucat ajer...then she told me that ada budak lelaki telah tumbuk perut dia & same to others student girls. OMG!!!! baru standard 1 dah nak tunjuk cam gangster kg. pisang ker?...according fm kakak...it happen after time rehat. Each of them kena tendang kat perut & kena sepak kat kaki....ciyan nyer. Aku rasa cam nk jumpa ajer budak boy yg wat cenggitu kat anak aku....nk tanya naper dia wat cenggitu. Kt situ...penyelia petang pun explained kat we all apa yg berlaku. Dan cikgu2 kat sana mmg bagus & the way derang handle problem tu mmg professional. Sblm balik kitorang bagitau yg kalo kakak vomitted lagik...kitorang nk bawak di gi clinic...tp luckily notthing happen after that.

On that nite..mmg aku susah nk tido..masih lagik terngiang ngian suara penyelia petang masa dia inform apa yg berlaku kat atas anak aku. Risau gak in future ape pulak yg berlaku...hopefully nothing bad happen to kakak. Amin.

Tomorrow Alisa besday...

Wahhhhh...time flies vy fast...tomorrow Alisa genap 2 thn. Alhamdulillah...mmg aku rasa cam gifted sgt dgn kelahiran Alisa. Maklumlah...after kakak 1 yr old ...aku conceived..then masa aku preggie 3 months ++...aku misscarrieaged...siap kena wat D& C lagik...huh..huh..mmg so memorable yg tak leh aku lupa sampai..biler..biler..

then after a few months...aku preggie balik...masa tu kakak pun dah 2 yrs old..tp tak lamer gak...gugur on the early stage...masa tu around 8 weeks of pregnancy...tp luckily no need to do D&C...then my gynae suh aku rest for a months.

Masa umo kakak 4 yrs old...aku conceived lagik...Alhamdulillah...dgn izin Tuhan..Alisa lahir pd 19 Jan. 2006 pd kandungan aku 37 weeks. Agaknya...sebab aku susah nak conceived kan Alisa nie...so masa kelahiran Alisa...mmg senang Alhamdulillah. Contraction pun tak rasa sakit sgt...msk labour room kul 1.00 masa tu dah 3 cm...by 4.17 pm...Alisa dh selamat lahir ke dunia.

Since esok kakak ada sekolah ganti for CNY...may be kitorang x celebrate besday Alisa. Aku just bake a choc. cake...utk anak beranak ajer. Tomorrow...kakak kena gi school..dah ler sek. petang...mmg sgtlah tak besh...ciyan kakak kena gi school esok.

Aku tak tawww nak kasik present apa kat Alisa...hemmmm nak kasik Barney...rasanya Alisa jenis yg tak baper suka nk main dgn toys sangat...nk kasik buku...mmg dia suka...tp to early..takut nanti habis dikoyak buku or dia gi conteng buku..(one of her interest)...rasanyer cam nak beli bicycle tecik molek for Alisa...okey tak?..okeylah kan..dia bawak kehulur...kehilir dlm rumah aku tuuu...he..he..he..

Almost 1 week ++..

Hemm...almost 1 week ++..kakak went to school. Everytime I pick her up fm her school...she will talking non stop...citer about what she did at school that day.

Did u all remember, I did mentioned about her frenz name Lily. Now, according to kakak....her class teacher has asked Lily utk tukar tmpt coz derang nie suka bersembang. Then I asked kakak...naper kakak tak tena tukar tmpt pulak...actually by rite kakak is the one yg kena move coz make noise in the class. Tp kakak ckp...dlm class biler teacher suh diam...kakak terus tutup mulut...n buat baik2.....he..he..he..yer ker nie..???..

Semalam, kakak was telling me yg Ustazah tlh pilih kakak utk masuk pertandingan recite surah al-ikhlas, surah an-nas, surah al-falaq.. etc..etc....Biar betik ...anak aku nie?..aku cam x caya ajer....agaknyer pertandingan inter class kut...aku fikir. Nampak..kakak sungguh beria...ia cerita sampaikan kakak was telling me yg ustazah tmpt dia gi class mengaji waktu pagi pun..nak tgk kakak masuk pertandingan tu. Oklah tu kan.....kalo dia masuk p'tandingan tu...coz aku rasa cam guilty ajer coz selalu marah dia...biler ajar dia mengaji malam..malam...(those day..lah....)...tp skrg aku tgk...cam ada improvement sikit...even..ustazah pernah puji tulisan jawi dia cantik...(sorrylah...hari nie manyak lak aku picit lif..naik sendiri....ahaks)..

Alisa skrg dah makin notik....mulut non stop talking. Dulu...selalu kena buli dgn her own sister...tp now...aku tgk..Alisa dah pandai balas balik..he..he..bagus..bagus anak ibu sorang nie...Aku suka anak aku nie garang2...nanti tak adalah kena buli kat memaner...Ada sekali tu...derang nie berebut magazine...masing2 to mo mengalah...peh tu biler kakak tepis tgn alisa...si alisa leh tampar muka kakak dia balik...terkejut kakak dia...tp lepas tu..terus kakak dia t'gelak...then bagi magazine tu kat alisa balik.

Kadang2 derang nie suka berebut channel kat tv. Kalo my doters dok berebut remoote control astro...rasa cam leh pecah rumah dibuatnyer. Beginilah...kalo ada anak yg gap jauh..jauh...like sofea n alisa...5 yrs yewwww...so yg si kakak dok suka tgk channel Cartoon network, nicholodean & disney channel...yg adik pulak suka tgk kartun kat playhouse disney channel....mmg haru....tp sib baik ada solutions....aku alih ajer..Astro Ceria...sumer sengap.

xtvt during wiken...

hemmm...not much xtvt family gwe during wiken...cuma last sat. we went to tasik kat tmn sri rampai, setapak utk fulfilled kakak punya p'mintaan. Kakak excited sgt nak tgk org gi mancing.

mmg ramai org kt sana...then mmg windy ajer petang tu. Kakak cakap...jomlah kita picnic kat sini...ishhhh sabo ajelah...kitorang dtg sini pun dgn lenggang kangkung...maner bulih nak picnic micnic kat sini.

aku rasa...sore aku kut yg paling kuat kat situ...kejap..kejap..aku jerit.."kakak...becareful...jgn dekat dgn tasik tuuu"...mmg darah aku asyik t'sirap ajer.....rasa cam rooler coster pun ada gak....coz paham..paham ajelah kalo empunya nama tu Nurul Amalin Sofea....rasa cam tang depan tu ada Ahmad or Muhammad ajer....tak mo duk diam...ada sekali tu...dia nk tgk fish dekat...dekat..dia pi mencangkung dgn kepala...tunduk kat bawah...haiiiyaaaa aku pun jadik cam singa mengaum ajer....sempat aku kasik cop mohor kat lengan dia...peh tu..terus aku ajak Ilham bawak derang gi pasar malam...yg b'hampiran dekat situ.

Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharam...

Alhamdulillah...pantasnyer masa berlalu...esok seluruh umat Islam akan m'yambut Awal Muharam - 1429 Hijrah. Semoga tahun nie..memberikan satu harapan untuk myself terus berusaha & memperbaiki segala kekurangan yg ada dlm diri ini. Nak jadik isteri yg solehah & ibu mithali...kunun...he..he..he..amin...ya rabbal alamin.

Pagi td, aku sempat bangun sahur...itupun cam liat gak aku nak bangun...maklumlah...lastnite hujan..so pagi tadi...rasa cam nak tarik ajer simut...tp memikirkan nak poser hari nie...harus kumatikan terus niat jahat aku nie...sib baik ada sikit nasik belen semalam...reheat kejap...peh tu makan dgn sambal tumis ikan bilis. Tu jer lauk bersahur aku...simple ajer.

Since aku bangun kul 5.30 am...terus mata nie x jadik nak tido balik...then aku teringat 2 pasang bj pinafore kakak yg aku rendam dlm baldi lastnite tak basuh lagik...so pepagi buta aku dok exercise tangan basuh bj sek. kakak. He.he..he...bagus gak exercise pepagi nie...once in the blue moon...tp insyaallah...nx time buat rutin cengginilah..

So pagi td..kakak cam pelik ajer..cz Ilham bawak bj kurung utk dia pakai petang nie.

Kakak: "Ibu...bukan pakai bj gon ker hari nie?..."

Aku: "Nope..today kakak kena pakai bj kurung gi school taww.."

Kakak: " Naper...? (muka dah masam..cam asam boi ajer....)

Aku: "kan...dah 2 hari kakak pakai bj gon...hari nie tukar yer...pakai bj kurung"..

Kakak: "ermmmm...ok..

Since aku woke up a bit early this morning...so mmg smooth ajer...sumer aku dah sedia...Ilham tukang amik barang ajer yg maner nak bwk gi ker nursery.

Rutin every morning...Ilham akan hantar kakak gi class agama..then Ilham akan singgah kat nursery untuk anto kasut sek. & bj sek. utk kakak pakai in the afternoon...aku pulak...anto alisa kat rumah emak. Balik...aku amik kakak..cuma every Friday ajer...Ilham akan amik kakak...since every Fri. Ilham balik awal..so bulih ler dia amik kakak kul 6.00 pm. Kalo aku...mmg every Fri. jln jem ..aku pun pelik napain hari Jumaat ajer jln jem...especially kat jln semantan..adoiii..mmg sesak...then masuk jln. sult. ismail pun samer...tapi biler masuk elevated highway...mmg ok.

Ha'...semalam aku managed smpai kat school kakak...at about 6.30 pm...mmg susah nak parking..coz aku tgk...OMG...cam maner aku nak parked my car nie...adoiii....dgn bas sek. yg panjang..panjang..keter parents yg nak amik anak derang lagik....sib baik..class mengaji kakak kt taman setiwangsa....so aku just parking depan gate kt dpn rumah class mengaji...tu..he..he..so next time aku dah ada port cantekkk nak parked my car...alhamdulillah.

Hepi besday to Ilham...

Today is my hubby birthday.

Birthday wishes for a very dear husband would be..

Dear Ilham,

You something you've always given me...happiness, laughter and lots of love. That's what you've been to me and that's why you're the lifeline, I can always hold on to. Thanks for being my bestfren & my soulmate. Today on your birthday, I wish to celebrate you to my hearts content and wish you happiness, dimurahkan rezeki & dipanjangkan umur...Amin
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'k...since Ilham dah back to work hari nie...so today is my duty utk amik Kakak fm school. Hopefully, jln tak jem hari nie...adoiiii rasa cam ada butterfly in my stomach ajer...takut sehhh kalo aku terlambat amik kakak. Sedih pulak dia nanti...tgk aku..lambat amik dia nanti...hopefully jln tak heavy traffic.

My plan hari nie...fm office (d'sara heights)...heading to wangsa maju section. 1..nak amik Alisa kat rumah emak...Normally dlm kul 6 aku dh sampai sana...since hari Mon-Wed. kakak abis class kul 6.30 pm...sempat rasanya aku amik kakak kt school. I've already informed kakak..duduk kat dlm school...mmg aku tak allowed her to tunggu aku kat luar...biar aku susah sikit...parking jauh pun tak aper....biar aku amik dia dlm kaw. sek. Tapi kalo today heavy traffic...mmg aku kena amik kakak dulu...then baru amik alisa.

So utk..dinner for tonite...ittew besday boy (bulih ker?...hentam ajelah)..sudah request aku utk masak & makan kat rumah ajer. Hemmmm...tak tau nak masak aper...coz hari..hari masak kt rumah...rasa cam dah tak ada idea nak masak aper utk malam nie. Tgklah...masak ayam masak kicap, ikan goreng & sayur campur...since Ilham suka sambal belacan...so malam nie...aku kena kelentang..kelentung tumbuk sambal belacan kt dapur...he..he..he..

1st Day at school.....

Semalam m'rupakan hari rehearsal utk kitorang tgk kakak cam maner kalo dah mula sek. nanti. Memula dlm kul 8.00 am, Ilham gi anto kakak ke class mengaji. Kt sana masuk kul 8.00 abis kul 10.00. Nanti ada van amik kakak gi transit kat nursery tiesya's kid centre.

Alhamdulillah...aku tgk kakak mmg independent...sonok dia dpt naik van. Aku singgah jap kat tmpt nursery dia tu...nak tgk dia cam maner. Sampai ajer..dia tgh makan tgh hari...dia sorang ajer budak sek petang yg transit kat situ. Then at about 12.00 noon, another van amik kakak utk anto gi sek. petang. Kitorang just follow dari belakang ajer semalam...tgk cam maner kakak ...sesuai ker tak dia dgn new environment. Rasa cam okey ajer.

Sebelum masuk class...kena beratur duduk ikut class masing2.

Kat sek. aku tgk..kakak nie mudah dpt kawan...dgn saper ajer dia tegur. Tp aku tgk...bestfriend dia..Lily. Asyik dgn Lily ajer...kalo kakak tak ada...aku dgr Lily nie dok panggil nama Sofea. Sempat gak aku snap gambo derang dlm class...tp kakak cakap kat aku..."tak leh amik gambo dlm class"..sabo ajelah. Peh tu pulak...kakak asked me to go home coz dia tak mo aku duk tgk dia kt dlm class...adoiiii ...sub..sub...so aku balik jap...coz aku ingat ...kang time rehat dlm kul 3...aku dtg balik.

Kakak dlm class..depan meja kakak tu..Lily.

Sebelum kul 3, aku dh sampai sek. sib baik rumah aku just 5 minutes drive ajer utk ke sek. kakak. Sampai ajer kat class kakak...aku tgk...kakak & lily tak ada. Ishhh...suspen gak...maner pulak budak berdua tu pergi...then aku tgk kawan dia sorang lagik tu...Adibah dok carik derang berdua nie. Aku ingatkan derang gi toilet...tp biler masuk toilet nobody is there...hemmm suspicious betul ...geram pun ada. So aku dok pusing..pusing carik derang berdua nie...sekali aku tgk...derang berdua nie...ada menyorok kat sebalik pokok kat belakang bangunan tandas. Ishhhh...rasa cam nk mengaum ajer...kat situ...padahal masa last Friday...hari orientation dulu...aku dah remind kakak...jgn main..main kat luar kawasan class...mmg degil kakak nie.

Rehat time....
Kat canteen..tgh beratur nk beli nasik lemak...
Kakak & Lily...nak masuk ke class balik...

Then, masa rehat...aku jumpa emak lily nie...Safura. So aku informed dia..pasal budak 2 org nie. Lepas abis rehat...aku & Safura jumpa their school teacher...bagitau pasal derang gi main kat luar masa time belajar....he..he..he..lepas tu cikgu panggil derang berdua...bagi nasihat jgn main semasa dlm class.

Tu lar...mcm..mcm kakak nie...adoiii geram pun ada gak. Rasanya..kakak & Lily tak leh duk dekat...kena split derang duk jauh...jauh.

Kakak new hair cut

Finally, after kakak kept her long hair for a quite sometimes, it is the time for her to cut her hair done. Kakak was so excited when I told her, she need to cut her hair short before opening school started on 3rd of Jan. She seems very happy with her new outlook. But for me, I'm felt a bit sad coz almost 6 yrs she with her long hair...

I'm still remember when kakak was 3 months old...we did bercukur jambul for her. That was the 1st n last time aku biar org gunting rambut dia. I like to see kids especially girl with long hair coz for me its look more feminin n sweet.

I took a few pics before n after hair cut. Most of my frenz prefer kakak with a new hair look