KIRORO MIRAIE..

KIRORO MIRAIE..

hora ashi moto o mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae o mite goran
are ga anata no mirai
haha ga kureta takusan no yasashisa
ai o idaite ayume to kurikaeshita
ano toki wa mada osanakute imi nado shiranai
sonna watashi no te o nigiri isshoni ayunde kita
yume wa itsumo sora takaku aru kara
todokanakute kowaine dakedo oitsuzukeruno
jibun no SUTORI dakara koso akirametakunai
fuan ni naru to te o nigiri isshoni ayunde kita
sono yasashisa o tokiniwa iyagari
hanareta haha e sunaoni narezu
hora ashi moto o mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae o mite goran
are ga anata no mirai

[INSTRUMENTAL SOLO]
sono yasashisa o tokiniwa iyagari
hanareta haha e sunaoni narezu
hora ashi moto o mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae o mite goran
are ga anata no mirai
hora ashi moto o mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae o mite goran
are ga anata no mirai
mirai e mukatte yukkuri to aruite yukoo

In english :

Look! Look at your feet
This is the road you walk
Look! Look ahead of you
That is your future

My mother gave me so much kindness
“Embrace love and walk,” she said over and over
At that time I was still immature
I didn’t understand her meaning
She held my hand
And walked with me

Our dreams are always high in the sky
It’s scary that they might not come true
But we still continue to chase them
Because it’s our story
We don’t want to give up
When I was unsure she held my hand
And walked with me

There were times when I hated that kindness
When separated from my mother I couldn’t be obedient
Look! Look at your feet
This is the road you walk
Look! Look ahead of you
That is your future

There were times when I hated that kindness
When separated from my mother I couldn’t be obedient

Look! Look at your feet
This is the road you walk
Look! Look ahead of you
That is your future
Look! Look at your feet
This is the road you walk
Look! Look ahead of you

That is your future

Turn towards the future
Let’s walk slowly

That is your future

Turn towards the future
Let’s walk slowly

p/s: Nur...as promised...aku tempek lyric this lovely song utk nko....

Dulu Kakak Angkat...now Ibu Angkat pulak dahhh...

Hemmmm...long time I didn't tell uoll about kakak punya story rite....but now I wannted to tell uoll about her kakak angkat. I can't believed that my little girl got kakak angkat...baru ajer standard 1...sudah ada kakak angkat...dunno whats the motif she want to get the kakak angkat...but I'm understood that she was complaining to me saying that...dia tak ada kakak or abg cam kengkawan dia yg lain. Aku selalu reiterate kat dia...pasal she's the eldest..mmg tak ada kakak hatta abg sekalipun...seems she can't accept the reality....tu agaknya dia ada kakak angkat kat sek.

Then aku teringat... 1st week kakak at school...she was telling me that she met new frenz..tp budak tu darjah 4...OMG...kakak being friends with 3 yrs older than her...suprisingly...suprise betul2 nie. Biler aku tanya how she met that girl....kakak citer yg kakak angkat dia nie approached kakak...tanya nama saper...then darjah baper?..standardlah biler budak darjah 1 masuk....mmg agaknya kenal tanya soalan mcm2. Kakak pulak...slumberland ajer tanya pd kakak angkat dia...(masa tu belum jadik kakak angkat lagik...) kat maner library?...then kakak angkat dia nie pun tunjuk kat maner library..derang pun gi library togeder..geder....then dari situ derang mula rapat...sampai skrg.

patutlah masa 1st week kakak kt sek...time aku nak amik dia....aku dgr org dok panggil..panggil...kakak..."Hi..Sofea..."....aku cam blur gak...tak kan kakak baru masuk sek. dpt kenal dgn budak yg age lebih besar dari dia....si kakak pulak...senyum kambing ajer biler org dok pangil nama dia....Kakak pun informed ..."dia tulah...kak hafizah...class 4 Amanah..."...Ohhhhh....pandai gak budak nie...kelas 4 Amanah...coz kt sek. kakak...setiap darjah ada 10 classes...yg paling bagus...class 4 Amanah...hopefully lepas nie..kakak akan ikut jejak cam kakak angkat dia...masuk class pandai...Amin...amin...

lastnite...rasa cam nk tersembur ajer makanan dlm mulut aku nie...biler kakak kata...dia ada ibu angkat kt sekolah. OMG>>> mmg aku rasa cam kecik ajer dunia nie...sedih pun ada gak...Aku tanya kat kakak..."naper nak amik ibu angkat pulak...kakak tak suka kat ibu ker..." sedih wehhh hati gwe masa nie...Kakak bagitau aku...dia sajer jer nak amik ibu angkat...sebab Cikgu Siti Anida..cikgu sains dia..mmg baik dgn Sofea...dlm hati aku..."yer ker baik nie".......Biler kakak tanya...bulih tak dia panggil cikgu Mummy...cikgu siti anida tu ckp ..Bulih....Adoiiiiii....anak dara aku nie...dulu kakak angkat...skrg nak ibu angkat pulak dah....

Aku bagitau kt kakak...kenapa nak amik ibu angkat?..ibukan ada...ehem...ehem....Kakak ckp...sebab dia dah ada kakak angkat kt sek....cuma ibu angkat ajer tak ada kt sek...apalah anak sorang nie...so aku highligt kt dia..."dulu...kakak amik kak hafizah tu kakak angkat...sebab kakak tak ada..KAKAK kan?..skrg nie..kakak kan dah ada ibu...buat apa...nak amik ibu angkat pulak?...adooiiiiii...Kakak diam....peh tu aku ckp..."Kalo cenggitu..ibu nk amik anak angkatlah sorang lagik...".belum sempat aku abis ckp...kakak dah menangis..."tak mo...tak mo...Ibu jgn amik saper..saper pun anak angkat..."...capital J...dia dah terserlah...jaleous ler tuuu...

Langsung aku x jadik marah...biler kakak citer balik kt aku...yg budak classmate dia cakap..."ibubapa sofea..dah meninggal ker?..kenapa nak amik cikgu siti anida..ibu angkat?"...Kan?...kawan2 dia pun pelik...naper kakak nak amik cikgu siti anida tu..ibu angkat dia....Ishhhh anak aku nie....aku pun belum jumpa lagik cikgu siti anida tuuu...tp kakak ckp...dia panggil cikgu siti anida tu Mummy....apa-apa ajelah....tp aku malu pulak nak jumpa cikgu siti anida tuuu....adooiiiiiiiiiiii

Alisa..Alisa Oh..Alisa....

Sayalah..."Mem Kecik"

Hemmmm...alisa skrg nie...makin notik & garang ya amat. Tu ler...masa kecik2 ramai dok org puji..t'masuklah diri aku sendiri..ekekkeke keeeee....lemah lembut ajer yg sorang nie...mmg contra dgn kakak dia...as many knows kakak tu kan aktif & pesen yg jenis tak mo dok diam...tapi tu lah..susah nk predict perangai budak2 nie kan.

Dah 3 dys in a row...aku x smpt nak tgk berita hatta my peberet channel kat TV pun aku x smpt nk tengok...ittew mem kecik dah konker ittew TV...tak larat rasanya aku nk tgk vcd Barbie berulang2 kali...she's vy selective...pandai memilih vcd Barbie..tak sumer season dia suka tgk....mula2 tgk citer Barbie Meraposa...then lepas abis vcd tuuu..tgk pulak citer Barbie as The Princess and the Pauper..peh tu..pandai pulak pasang sendiri vcd tu sumer...tgk citer Barbie and the Magic of Pegasus...kalo dia boring dia tgk vcd Hi-5...tu sumer vcd collection kakak dia...skrg nie..Alisa pulak yg suka tgk.

Tonite my parents datang KL...sekali dgn my 2 little sis. Sonoknyer kakak biler dgr ramai org nk dtg rumah aku...especially biler Mak Andak & Mak Su sampai...ramailah yg dok melayan kakak kt rumah. Kakak dah ckp kat aku...on Fri. dia nak auntie zah (driver van) amik dia kat Mawar sari...dia tak mo transit kat TKC (Tiesya kidz centre)...amboi..amboi nie lagik sorang ..cam Mem Beso ajer...tp aku sudah ada plan...since Ilham tak bulih nk amik cuti on this Fri...aku dah amik cuti on that day...so aku akan amik kakak fm class mengaji & gi school pun...aku anto gak.

Balik citer pasal Alisa tadik...adoiii mesti my parents..especially bapak aku..mesti tak tahan nk tgk citer katun ajer nanti...cz my dad suka tgk News & ESPN...cam my mom pulak..suka tgk channel Aruna..hopefully Alisa..tak pasanglah citer2 Barbie tu sumer..ciyan nanti kat my parents..kan. Harus aku sorok sumer vcd tuuu...bulih ker cenggitu... layannnnnn.

Cuti2 with kakak...

Furggghhhh....penat kaki gwe semalam. Punyer ler dah lamer..x menapak jln2 kat soping complex...semalam mmg was fun. Rasa cam muda mudi remaja ajer...coz ikut kakak gi kedai peberet dia...eh jap ehh...anak dara aku nie darjah 1 ker Form 1...napain aku rasa dia punya taste mcm org remaja ajer....hemmmmm....layan ajerlah.

Subuh se'pei lagik..aku dah parking keter burok aku kat pavillion...kul 10.00 am we were there already...tapi mmg tak ramai oghang..cam di landa garuda ajer..he..he..he..yer lar..sumer org gi keleja time tu kan...then sumer kedai baru nak bukak..we're the 1st customer....he..he..he..tmpt pertama we went to GSC..coz kakak nk sgt tgk citer Duyung..gi beli ticket n show pulak kul 12.40...furgghhhh mmg kena menapak byk hari nie..dgn kakak..he..he.he..tp tak per..lepas penat menapak...kitorang singgah makan eskem kat NZealand natural..sambil borak2 dgn kakak.

entahlah anak aku sorang nie...asyik2 masuk kedai Girls..then kedai aper entah yg jual accecories...klip2 rambut...handbag..aku pun itut ajer..biler aku ajak tgk handbag mulalah kakak kata penatlah...ceh...tak kasik can langsung kat ibu dia nak window shopping...tp gwe sempak gak masuk kat butik Coach...he..he..bagus gak layanan SA kat saner...tp gwe idok ler nak membeli just setakat window shopping ajer semalam.

sebelum balik..sempat gak singgah kat JCO donut...punyalah Q panjang..so ku tapau 2 boxes satu utk family gwe..dan satu box lagik utk emak. Kakak mmg syok sakan dpt jln2 dgn aku semalam...paling dia suka biler dpt tgk wayang...entahlah..aku rasa citer Duyung tu biasa2 ajer..cuma Maya Karin mmg cantek dlm filem tuuuu...kakak marah aku ckp citer tu tak best...biler tanya dia...citer tu Best Giller...yer ker?

Election & cuti sek.

Furghhhh...semput gwe dibuatnyer minggu nie. Bz sesangat..nk hupdate blog asyik tertangguh ajer. Since report sumer dah solasai..mmg leh tarik napas legaaaaaaa. Here we goes...

Today..Friday kan..so budak sek. dah setat cuti..my doter si Sofea a.k.a Kakak pun cuti gak. Rasa cam meriah pulak keter aku hari nie...coz biler kakak naik keter samer dgn aku...mulut dia cam mulut pop-corn non stop talking. Normally kalo cuti sek. aku akan post kakak ke rumah emak.

So dlm keter pagi tadik...dia dok sibuk citer pasal pilihanraya...then tanya aku sokong maner? n ngapa aku sokong parti...then..bla..bla..bla..adooiiii rasa cam mengalahkan pak polisi ajer kakak dok soal aku ini...cuma aku tak tahan satu ajer...biler dia tanya pasal bendera hijau. So aku..jwp as simple as I can..coz aku tak mo aku terkonpius...then lagik tambah konpius biler kakak lagik konpius...Ishhh kowang paham ker....layan ajerlah citer aku nie yer..

Aku cakaplah bendera ijo tu PAS...then org no.1 PAS...Tn Guru Nik Aziz...coz kalo sebut pasal BN...anak aku paham...dia tahu Pak Lah..org no.1 BN..maklumlah bendera biru putih asyik ader ajer tang maner..maner...kan.

Biler sebut Tn guru nik aziz...terus kakak tanya...tu Aziz Satar ker?...adooiiii terus aku t'gelak. Kebetulan..masa on the way nk gi umah emak..gambo tn guru nik aziz enggak adalah pulak...issshhh..harus petang karang aku bwk kakak jalan2..then biler ada gambo beliau..aku akan tunjuk kat dia.

Entahlah kowang...anak aku sorang nie...suka tanya aku mcm2...so mmg kena gt ready ajer jwpn dlm kepala nie...especially soalan yg spontaneous...mmg leh garu kepala dibuatnyer.

So..biler dh cuti sek. kakak dok sibuk suh aku amik cuti. Aku citer kat kakak..this wik aku mmg bz...tp aku akan try my best to finished up my work..so that..aku leh amik cuti 1 hari..utk spending time dgn dia...may be nk tgk movie..citer Duyung. Nk cuti lelamer...Ilham pulak tak mo cuti...so tak apelah...aku amik cuti sorang2 ajer..bawak anak dara aku tu jalan2 tgk wayang. Hw about Alisa?..Oh tidakkkk....mmg tak leh bawak dia...kenit lagik..he..he..tunggu dia dah beso sikit..baru leh bawak dia gi tgk movie.

Td aku dah applied cuti...so this Monday..aku cuti...cuti tgk movie 1 hari ajer. Tak tahu lagik nak gi maner...mmg plan nk tgk wayang...then may be nak ajak kakak gi Pavillion..gi pekena J CO donut kt saner...he..he...then apa lagik yer...tgh pikir lagik...nie..nk gi tempat besh2 punya...maklumlah Ilham tak mo amik cuti...so aku mmg nak kasik dia envy....he..he..he bulih ker cenggitu....layan ajerlah yer.