Magic....

Since kakak masuk sek. nie..."mcm2 ada" menda baru yg dia belajar...kalo setakat lagu merepek2 tu...mmg nak terbeluek aku dgr hari2...sumer lagu yg merepek2....uolls know kan...lagu tu biler di ubah suai cam maner....haiiiyaaaa mmg manyak geram woooo.........OMG>....mmg aku geram bangat samer dia...tp...biler pikir balik...ala...budak darjah 1...cenggini kut perangai derang.

Cam skrg nie pulak...dia dah pandai nak wat magic...he..he..he...sumer dia belajar dari classmate dia..tp ada one part nie..mmg aku rasa cam nak ketawa jer....hemmmm....layan jer lah kakak nie...

Kakak: "ibu...ibu...kakak pandai wat magic"
Aku: "blajar kt saper?"
Kakak: "kat sabrina...jap yer...kakak nak wat magic"

Then anak dara aku sorang nie.....dia amik kedua belah her tapak tangan...then dia tenyeh kedua2 belah tapak tangan tu. Aku cam ala..ala...errr...errr....magic aper ke bondo nie???..

Kakak: "taraaaa....dah jadik pemadam"
Aku: "apa yg pemadam nie.."
Kakak" "ibu....nampak tak...cam pemadam"
Aku: "nie...bukan pemadam....nie daki..ler...eeeiiiiii..." (terus aku gelak)..

Tp kakak still tak puas hati...dia insits ckp daki tu...pemadam (kalo kita padam buku...saki baki pemadam tu..kan cam ala..ala...daki..)

Hemmmmmmm......

Mood hari nie mmg nan ado. Hemmmmm....not feels very exciting to go...n oso biler sebut pasal treasure hunt...waaaaaa...cam males ler pulak nk participate...Tomorrow morning I need to be at our office as early as kul 6.30 am. Lecehnyer...tp nak wat lagu maner...aku masuk treasure hunt.

Hemmm...nk bawak aper...I just bawak..seRingan yg bulih...seSikit yg bulih...just bwak 1 bag jer lah....then bawak air mineral water or 100 plus..(fuyoooo...mcm manyak kuar peluh).....

Ok..ok..have to think in +ve way..lagipun co. annual dinner oso sekali dgn co.trip...kalo dpt lucky draw cam last year..mmg besh. Then I've a chance to meet my few frenz yg keja kat head office. Normally..we all just spoken over the phone...now it's the time for me to meet all the ladies...yeeeha.

Ok..tonite mmg nak ajak my doter dinner kat luar....rasa cam akward jer nak makan dinner kat luar...cz kitorang mmg jarang....jarang makan dinner kat luar...so kiranya hari nie special sikit...ha..ha..ha..nak pujuk or bodek punya hal ler nie...I think...kakak okey kut..(hopefully).

Co. trip

How I'm going to breaks the news.?

This weekend there will be a co. trip for our co. But till now I haven't tell my doters especially kakak that I'll be away this Weekend. Not only I'l be away, the toughest part is I'll be staying a night there.

Dunno how to start the words.....keep thinking what is the rite time for me to breaks the news..my plan is to buy some magazines or books to bodek her..dunno whether she will accept that. Hemmmm.......or treat them for dinner at M'cdonald....huk..huk...huk...

I'm a kind of mother which is very..very typical malay mother (can I use this word?) I dun like my kids to be away with me...neither them too.

On the 1st place when I heard our co. will be doing this co, trip...I'm not very excited...but since the attendance is Cumpulsory & Ilham oso encourage me to have a good time with my frenz..so with berat hati I decided to go.

I kept this very secret from my doters...becoz I know the moment they know that I'll be away fm them sure my doters tak kasik punyer...or their respond sure "nak ikut...."..that is the tough one for me...uhuk..uhuk....sedihnyer wehhhhh..tak beshnyer.

Till now...still thinking what is the best place or the rite time for me to breaks the news.

what a small world...

Aku x abis citer pasal last Fri. punya story...ada ala..ala telenovela gituuu.

Masa aku tgh dok bersembang dgn Safura...tetiba aku tgk ada sorang wanita bertudung hitam nie..dok usha aku. Of course ler kita pasan kan...kalo org dok tgk kita...so biler aku tgk that lady...aku rasa cam pernah ajer jumpa dia nie. Aku cam..ala..ala..lupa tapi tak ingat.

Then...that lady came to me...biler dah dgr sore..baru aku tahu...Kak Murziah (kak zee)..cz aku masih remember her slang utara dia tu. Sukanyer aku...biler dpt jumpa dia balik...just imagine..punyalah lamer aku x jumpa dia....dh 7 thn...masa tu kitorang kt Phileo lagik. Then lepas bank dok merger..merger bagai nie sumer..terus we all lost contact.

Biler teringat balik...rasa cam nak ketawa pun ada...coz kitorang nie kawin on the same year...then preggie pun on the same year...yg besh tu..kebetulan...bj peknan aku pun mmg ada yg samer dgn kak zee nie. Then..anak pulak in the same class..n oso same in the same tempat mengaji... What a coincident..kan.

So biler dah berjumpa dgn kak zee nie...aku tanya kat kak zee...anak dia yg maner satu. Nak tawww..dia ckp aper...."anak kak zee yg name Mubin". What a small world....OMG>.....he..he..he..he.. tak sangka aku...yg kak zee nie ibu Mubin. Then dia tanya kat aku...anak yg maner...then aku ckp..."Amalin Sofea"....Terus kak zee senyum...nie ibu Amalin Sofea ker....lorrrrrrrr...terus kitorang gelak.

Padahal...aku ngan kak zee pernah berckp on the phone..pasal kakak nk tanya pasal kerja sek. kat mubin......cuma kitorang bahasakan diri masing2...mama Sofea...n mama Mubin.....kelakar pulak biler teringatkan balik....such a small world kan....

Results kakak....

Last fri. aku cuti..cz nak amik report card kakak. Punyalah nerbes aku....rasa cam aku yg nk amik result...padahal nak amik report card jer kan. Dah lah tu....Asmah (mama Adibah) called aku...tanya aku kat maner?...padahal aku baru jer nak gerak...cz memula kul 1.50 pm aku anto kakak kt sek. then patah balik rumah...cz nak tunggu Ilham balik semayang jumaat.

Biler Asmah called aku...aku pun cuak gak...naper? Ghupanya dia nk bagitau...que dah panjang...coz ramai parents dah sampai. Furghhhh...dup..dap..dup..dap...sampaikan Ilham nk singgah beli newspaper pun aku tak kasik...padahal pagi tadik...dah beli the star sumer...nk beli aper ntah...rupanya Ilham tak mo nanti beratur kosong jer...at least dia nak something utk dia baca...aku ckp..."nehi..nehi..nehi"..plis drop me dulu...then silalah beli apa yg berkenan kat hati...lepas tu.

Mmg betul...ramai parents dah sampai...so aku kena beratur...sementara Ilham pegi carik parking. Tiba2 aku terkejut...biler org panggil aku...rupanya Safura (mama Laily). Cepat2lah kitorang exchanged phone no. maner tahu..kut..kut..anything ker aper...leh ler calling mencalling kan. Manyak gak kitorang bertukar citer...manyak gak citer yg aku tak tahu.... maklumlah kebanyakan parents keja sekitar setiawangsa..so mmg ada masa nk jumpa cikgu lepas anto anak derang ke sekolah...dan pada hari itu jugaklah aku tahu...yg class kakak merupakan class terbaik cz ramai budak2 pandai kt situ.

Sementara nk tunggu aku punya turn...aku tgk...mmg betul lah..kata cikgu class kakak...4 students nie mmg aktif...aku tgk..kakak, Laily, Mubin & Aminuddin...mmg tak reti dok diam. Aku tgk pun pening...kakak pulak..kejap2 dtg kat aku...or intai aku ikut tingkap...yg Laily pun samer..dok cuit2 ibu dia...

Finally...its my turn. Nak tahu baper result kakak....jeng..jeng..jeng...

Bahasa Melayu (Pemahaman) 92.5% A
Bahasa Melayu (Penulisan) 98.3% A
Bahasa Inggeris 94% A
Matematik 92% A
Sains 94% A
Bahasa Arab 85% A
Pen. Islam 79% B

Jumlah Markah = 549.8/600
Peratus Keseluruhan= 91.6
Kedudukan dlm class= 18/47
Kedudukan dlm aliran= 61/419

Lamer gak...aku sembang dgn cikgu kakak...tanya dia cam maner kt class. Cikgu kata..dia mmg okey...cuma mulut dia tu...kalo wat keja...tangan menulis...tp mulut pun sekali berjalan gak...tp ada gak cikgu puji anak aku....bertanggung jawab...and manyak improvement kalo compare masa dia baru masuk dulu.

At the 1st place...aku mmg sedey gak..kakak dpt no.18...sungguh beso no. kakak nie...tp biler Ilham citer kt aku balik....dia intai result class sebelah..yg dpt no.1 kt class...tp dlm aliran...nombor 100 lebih...meaning kakak not bad gak...coz dlm aliran 61 yewww...daripada 419 student darjah 1.

Cuma aku harap...nx time tak mo ada B lagik..then kalo bulih..aku nk sgt kakak dpt ikut cam kawan dia yg dpt no.1...coz dlm aliran pun no. 1 dgn jumlah markah 597/600. Mmg genius kan budak nie...sejuk perut ibu mengandung. Tp tu ler...skrg nie..ramai budak pandai2 kan.

Sing a song of sixspence..Part 2

Ingat tak...hari tu yg aku citer kakak take part dlm nyanyi2 tu...so nx week derang punya persembahan. So aku ingat....sumer ditanggung beres...tapi sekalik.....

Kakak: "ibu...teacher Salmah suh beli 3 perkara"

Aku: "nk beli aper..." (sore aku dh start munyi cam tak besh ajer...)

Kakak: "alaa...3 barang jer...kasut but, skirt puteh & t-shirt kaler pink"

Aku: "Ha!!! nk wat aper..sumer barang tu"

Kakak: "nak pakai...masa nk nyanyi nanti...tapi ibu bapa tak leh tgk tawwww...wat kat block D"

Aku: "Ermmm...." (tahu pulak anak aku nie...sore hati aku keh..keh..keh)..

Then lepas Ilham balik...ku mentioned 3 items yg kitorang kena beli. As expected...Ilham cak tak puas hati...cz sekolah kakak kan..cluster school. Membebel2 gak Ilham...tp as expected again...Ilham dok senyum kat aku....Ok fined...messaged sampai...suh aku belilah tu. Dah agak dah...

Pasal t-shirt kaler pink...no hal..coz mmg manyak warna tu dlm wardrobe kakak...tp ittew skirt puteh..occcay lagik...yang tak besh...ittew kasut but. Aku tanya balik kat kakak....tak kan WAJIB pakai kasut but?..mesti ada optional kan....aku ingat esok aku nk jumpa teacher Salmah..nk tanya pasal menda nie.

Then...slow..slow..kakak dtg kat aku...ckp...

Kakak: "kalo x ada kasut but...kasut sport pun bulih...tapi kakak tak mo...nak but gak"(mula nak wining..wininggg....)

Aku: "ha..nie mesti ada kengkawan lain nak pakai kasut but kan"..(aku serkap jarang..)

Kakak: "haa..aaa...Laily nk pakai kasut but...Syuhada pun samer"

Aku: "sabrina cam maner"?

Kakak: "dia x masuk"

Aku:"hemmmmm....Adibah masuk tak?"

Kakak: "tak"....

Aku:"Oooooo..." (baru ingatkan nak tepon mama derang nie...)

So conclusion...duit kuar lagiklah this wiken...tak suka tawwwwww. Dah lah tu...kakak bulih ckp kat aku..."bukannyer beli 10 barang....3 barang jer"

Dlm hati aku....hellloooo....ingat tak manyak kuar duit ker? ...beli menda tu sumer...mmg sgt tak beshhhhhhhhhh. Menci tawwwwww....uhuk..uhuk..uhuk...

Safety seat belt dlm keter....

W/pun pemakaian safety seat belt dlm keter dah extended sampai Jan. nx year..tp aku still make sure my doters sumer pakai seat belt. It a must for me.

Kdng2..aku geram gak coz kakak suka ngelat…especially biler time nak balik ke rumah. BUT kalo fm home nak gi maner2..mmg dia berhemah betul…maklumlah nak berjalan..kan…masuk jer keter..terus pakai seat belt nie..tp NO..NO..NO……kalo time nak balik…ader jer excuses dia tak mo pakai seat belt nie…susah nak minumlah…susah nak baca bukulah..and so many exuceses yg dia beri kat aku.

Mcm alisa pulak..mmg no hal..coz dia mmg dok ajer dlm baby car seat..Kalo gi jenjalan…seat belakang mmg dah penuh…coz alisa duk dlm baby car seat..then kakak pulak dok kat sebelah alisa.

Ada one day tu…biler nak balik ke rumah…aku toleh belakang..tgk2 kakak tak pakai seat belt…mulalah aku jadik singa mengaum…then dia pakai. Peh tu aku bagitau kat kakak..

Aku: “Kakak tahu kan…nx year mmg wajib pakai seat belt nie nanti”
Kakak: “Ooooo…”
Aku: “kakak tahu ker..WAJIB tu aper?"
Kakak: “tahu...” ( laju jer dia jawab …dgn penuh konpiden..)
AKu: “Occay..apa meaning wajib tu?"
Kakak: “Alaaa..sejenis makanan…org pangil wajik tu….yg manis tu..betul kan ibu”
Aku: “Itu makanan….grr..grrr…..yg ini WAJIB..meaning compulsory…occay…bukan wajik yg pulut tu."

Adoiiii anak dara aku sorang nie….uwaaaaaaaaaa….

Ermmmm....

Lastnite..tanpa ada rasa bersalah...kakak citer kat aku pasal dia dlm kelas. She told me...her class teacher bagitau..budak yg paling bising dlm class..adalah.....jeng..jeng..jeng..anak dara aku tu ler...saper lagik then 3 others student..2 gurls 2 boboi.

Yang boboi tu..aku tak kisalah..tp budak gurls yg bising adalah kakak n Laily. Ingat tak nama Laily nie....masa kakak masuk sek. dulu..I did mentioned this name dlm posting aku yg lepas. Ya ampun...anak dara aku nie....tak takut pulak dia nk citer menda nie kat aku. Mmg nak kena dia nie....aku pun rasa cam nak marah pun ada...rasa geram pun ada gak...tp true indeed mmg mulut kakak mmg becok...aku ingat..dah beso makin kurang or makin low sikit battery mulut becok tu...tp ya ampun...mmg manyak mulut anak dara aku sorang nie...nak wat cam maner yer?..Ermmmm......

Then aku tanya dia balik..."so kena denda tak"? Kakak ckp..."tak kena denda pun...cuma cikgu ckp saper yg banyak buat bising dlm class ajer". Aku kata kat kakak..."tak malu ker cikgu ckp cenggitu"...Nak tawww anak dara aku sorang nie ckp aper..."tak malu..kakak cikgu ckp bising ajer...ada kawan kakak dpt tulisan cakar ayam lagik teruk"...Kakak nie kan...kalo tak menjawap mmg tak sah

This Fri. aku amik cuti sebab kena amik report card kakak kt sek. Tak sabo aku nak tawww...kakak dpt no. berapa. Tapi..biler aku tgk result dia...mmg manyak yg turun kalo compared exam yg lepas..cuma bahasa arab ada sedikit peningkatan...he..he..he..tak sia..sia aku dok baca buku teks bahasa arab sama dgn kakak...tp tu ler...biler dah concentrate kat bahasa arab...terlepas pandang kat pendidikan Islam (bahasa jawi)..so nanti aku tulis berapa result kakak iyer...biler aku dpt report card kakak nanti. Tunggggguuuuu.....

Specially to Ms X

Occay...posting aku kali nie...x ada kena mengena langsung dgn citer my doters...cuma ada Ms X nie requested kt aku...suh aku tempek lyric lagu yg jadik sound track (waduhhhh..dh mcm movie munyi nyer kan...) kt my blog nie..n oso..suh aku translate lyric nie ke bahasa malaysia... cz ini Ms X...sgt suka samer ini lagu.

so utk tidak mengeciwakan Ms X...here it goes. Hope u'll like it.

~Teardrops On My Guitar~ Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I'm needing

Everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I'll have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,
He's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

'Cuz He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see


Translation:

Drew memandang saya
Saya memberi senyuman palsu supaya dia tidak mengetahui
Apa yg saya mahu dan apa yg saya ingini

Segala apa yang sepatutnya kita miliki
Saya yakin gadis itu menawan
Gadis yang selalu diperkatakan olehnya
Dan gadis itu memiliki segalanya yang saya hidup tanpa memilikinya.

Drew berbicara dgn saya,
Saya ketawa kerana kelucuannya
Saya tidak mampu lagi melihat
insan lain apabila bersama dia

Dia melafazkan bahawa dia dilamun cinta
Akhirnyer dia melakukan apa yang sepatutnya
Saya tertanya-tanya sekiranya dia tahu yg saya memikirkan mengenai dirinya spjg malam

Dia merupakan punca saya menitiskan air mata ke gitar
Satu satunya alasan saya terus meletakkan harapan di gugurnya bintang malam
Dialah lagu yang saya terus dendangkan di dalam kereta, tak tahu mengapa saya melakukannya

Drew berjalan ke arah saya
Tidakkah dia tahu yang saya kini tidak bole bernafas?
Dan dia pun berlalu,
sangat sempurna
Kesempurnaan yang saya harapkan pada diri saya

lebih baik sidia merangkulnya erat
Berikannya segala cinta
Pandanglah ke dasar matanya yang menawan
Dan mengetahui tuah dirinya.

Dia merupakan punca saya menitiskan air mata ke gitar
Satu satunya alasan saya terus meletakkan harapan di gugurnya bintang malam
Dialah lagu yang saya terus nyanyikan di dalam kereta, tak tahu mengapa saya melakukannya

Saya memandu pulang kerumah sendirian
Apabila Saya padamkan lampu
saya akan baringkan gambarnya dan mungkin
akan mendapat sedikit lena tidur

Dia merupakan sebab air mata saya tumpah di atas gitar
Dia merupakan seorg yg memiliki cukup diriku utk mematahkan hatiku
Dialah lagu yang saya terus dendangkan di dalam kereta, tak tahu mengapa saya melakukannya

Dia juga yg memenuhi ruang masa
Tp mmg tak pernah cukup
Dan dialah segalanya alasan untuk jatuh ke dasar cinta.

Drew memandang saya
Saya palsukan senyuman agar dia tidak tahu

Meh kenal dgn mem kecik...

Hi my name is Nurul Alisa Sofea.

I'm 2 yrs 5 mons.

What's yr feverat katun: Barbie, Barney n frens, little enstein, pocoyo & mickey mouse

Who's yr sister: Akak

Maner akak: "Akak gi olah" (gi sekolah)

Where's yr father: Abah gi keja

Kat maner: "eyon bank"

nama abah saper: "E'am..

nama ibu: "nulul"

maner Alisa: "nie..Cha..." (sambil tunjuk her chest).

Alisa: "Ibu.... jom gi Jay Jay (jayajusco)"

Aku: "Errr...errr...errr...tanya Abah"

Alisa: "Allllaaaaaaaaaa......"

Mesti kowang pelik...naper we all panggil dia mem kecik...sebab dia mcm boss kecik kt rumah. Sumer kena ikut cakap dia...kalo tak ikut...terus sore high pitched.

Sing a song of sixspence..

uolls pernah dgr x lagu nie?...aku first time dengo lagu nie..he..he.he..(so ketinggalan zaman)..kan

Sing a song of sixpence,
a pocket full of rye.
Four and twenty blackbirds,
baked in a pie.

When the pie was opened,
the birds began to sing.
Wasn't that a dainty dish
to set before the king?

The king was in his counting house,
counting out his money.
The queen was in the parlour,
eating bread and honey.

The maid was in the garden,
hanging out the clothes,
When down came a blackbird
and pecked off her nose!

Last wik ..lepas balik sek. kakak punyerlah dok excited citer kat aku...

kakak: "ibu..ibu...teacher ckp..teacher nak pilih 15 org"

aku: "nk wat aper amik 15 student"? (dgn muka konpiusss)

kakak: "nak kena nyanyi lagu...peh tu bulih make-up2 n pakai lipstick sumer.."

aku: "yer ker...saper nak make-up sumer tu...pasal apa kena nyanyi"?

kakak: "teacher ler...Pn Salmah (her english teacher)...tp kakak tak tahu naper kena nyanyi..

aku: "hemmmmm....(ada any occasion kt sek. ker? yg aku tak tawww)

Malam tu...beria2 sungguh anak dara aku sorang nie dok practise n dok meghapal lyric lagu kat atas tu. Siap beraksi depan cermin yewwww...ketawa aku tgk...(padahal teacher dia belum pilih dia lagik tuu....)

Siyan pun ada gak biler tgk dia....kalo ler dia tak t'pilih...sure dia sedih. Konpem...aku pun sedih gak...he..he..he..Tapi nak wat cam maner...jumlah student dlm class kakak ada 47 org...then nak amik cuma 15 org jer...then kebanyakan student dlm class kakak...pandai2 ..so aku rasa harapan kakak nak masuk 50 - 50 jer...tp aku tak adalah citer menda nie kat kakak....ku senyap jer. Tp ku offer diri utk tulun kakak hapal lagu tu samer2.

Aku rasa kan...makin berusia aku nie...makin berkarat pulak memory chip dlm otak aku nie. He..he..he..kakak cepat jer hapal lagu kat atas tu...dan aku pulak terkial2 nak ingat lyric lagu tersebut...ya ampun...malu dong samer my doter..ceh.

Then yesterday...masa aku nk jemput kakak fm school...aku tgk muka kakak so glowing gitu. Dia citer kat aku..yg teacher dah pilih dia...so dia masuk dlm senarai 15 student nak perform nyanyi n berlakon utk lagu sing a song of sixspence. Furgghhhh....lega aku rasa..terus hatiku cam bloomy..bloomy gitu he..he..he..he..he.

Ibu...you're my bestfren.

Semalam...I've decided nak amik kakak dulu. I nak chit chat dgn dia dlm keter...just nk special time between me n her. Nak kasik privacy sikit.

Sharp 6.30 pm, aku dah tercegat kat school gate...rasa cam ada butterflies ajer in my stomach...rasa cam dah lamer x tgk kakak....windu pun ada...mcm2 perasaan nie timbul ...masa nak amik dia yersterday.

then...di tengah2 budak2 yg memakai bj uniform..aku nampak kakak...dia dok intai aku...dan aku just angkat tangan tanda aku pun nampak dia. Biler jer...kakak nampak aku...terus dia cium tangan aku...sambil ckp..."ibu...kakak mintak maaf pasal semalam"....aku cakap..."ok..nx time...jgn buat lagik"...lega hati aku.

Aku tanya dia...(x abis lagik nie...) naper malam tadi tak mo mintak maaf?

kakak: "malulah ibu"...

Aku :"naper nak malu...dulu tak malu pun...(oh yer...aku silap...anak aku nie makin membesar...so dah ada perasaan malu)

kakak: (diam jer)

Aku:" lain kali...kalo kakak buat salah...kena terus mintak maaf tawwwww...tak mo..diam2 cenggini...

kakak: (angguk kepala)

Malam td...kakak nak tido dgn aku. Sebelum tido...lepas baca doa tido...akak whispered kat aku.

kakak: "ibu..you're my bestfren"

aku: "aper..kakak..x dgrlah sayang" (aku tgh mamai masa nie...)

kakak rapat kat aku....n bisik..

kakak: "ibu..youre my bestfren"

aku: "ohhhh..you're my bestfren too"

Silent punishment

Last nite, I'm so pissed off with kakak. Its started when I asked her to help me to kemas all her stuff in the living room. Mmg bersepah...all those magazines n her bags its hang around the corner. Then kakak replied balik...saying that..."kita kemas samer2...dua org kemas"...Ok. I'm ok with that. Then...a few minutes...she said that...she will sapu n ibu pulak kemas.

Manyak songeh pulak anak dara sorang nie...so aku malas nak ckp bnyk...so aku said...OK. Lagipun bukan susah sgt nak kemas barang dia yg bersepah kt ruang tamu...tp I wants her to be responsible with her own things. She already big girl now....Tapi ada one day..rasanya petang Sabtu...when I asked her to kemas depan..she did very well...siap sapu lagik...I'm so happy...but not yesterday..sub...sub..sub.

After a few minutes, aku tgk sapu pun x gerak2 lagik...so again I reminding her...her work have'nt done yet....She gives another excuse..she wants to watch the TV...after citer abis..she will sapu...fine...ok...at this time I can tolerate lagik...But after few hours, seems that she forgotten what she had speak to me earlier on...then I reminding her again...another excuse came on me. Yesterday evening was raining at my area...so she was afraid of lightning and thunder storm ...then she said when Ilham came back fm kedai gunting rambut she will kemas. I told her...its ok...I'm here..sitting at sofa...then I asked her to sapu...as expected...she said..she wanted to wait for Ilham. I think...at this time...my temperature just want to blooted...at anytime ajer...but I still can sabar lagik.

After magrib..I found that..Ilham tgh sapu kt living room. Masa nie...mmg aku hot bangat. I need to speak to her. I told her directly that she was cheating on me. I don't want to trust her anymore if she behave like this. Titik.

Then masa we were having a dinner..she told Ilham that Ibu x mo percaya kat kakak. Ilham doesn't know what its all about...so he told me apa yg kakak citer kat dia. I'm just kept quiet. Mmg masa tu...I rasa a bit upset coz kakak tak mo came to me seek for the apologise...not like before...everytime after she did any wrong...she will said sorry...but now..she oso kept quiet. I told Ilham what is going on ...then I told kakak oso...if u don't want to help me...plis nex time don't give any excuses.. So bermulalah...silent treatment for me towards kakak. Ilham become moderators between me n kakak. He asked kakak to say sorry to me...but kakak refuse to do so.

This morning...Ilham reireterate to kakak..pls ask forgiveness to Ibu...tp kakak cam malu2..or may be she afraid that I'll scold her back. If yesterday...Yes..I mmg marah...but this morning...cam x ada mood nak cakap pasal menda nie lagik. Then masa aku sibuk2 nak gi keja...kakak came to me siap nangish2..."Ibu...kakak mintak maaf"...Entahlah...dunno what to describe my emotions...I just said Ok...tp dlm hati aku SEDIH.

Dah soping raya belum???

Hamboiii...raya lamer lagik dik nonnn...tp aku dah soping tawww kain utk wat bj kurung. Yeyyy..yeyyy this year raya...I'm no need to beli kain viscose lagik....sebab...kakak punya eczema dah makin kurang. In the past few years...mmg dok borong kain dari jenis material viscose nie jer....sebab kain nie jenis sejuk...tp ya ampun...mmg ceput kedut..tp pikio anak dara aku nie..tak leh panas..panas..nanti naik rashes...tu yg beli kain dari jenis nie.

Semalam...we all amik 1/2 day cuti...sempat gak tu..singgah kedai kain beli kain washable korean creep silk...he..he..he..memula2 aku nak wat tema kaler turqoise blue utk raya kali nie....sekalik sumer patern munga2 beso...oh tidakkkk...ku suka carik yg munga kecik2...leh ler tutup body aku nie yg makin kembang..bang bang...he..he..he..then finally dpt gak yg aku n ilham berkenan. Kaler biru yewww.

Kuar jer kedai kain....lalu pulak kat ada satu restoran nie...jual buah Indian Mango...he..he..he..kecur wehhh air liur aku nie...biler tgk indian mango nie...terasa wangi betul buah tu kat hidung aku nie. Pikir2 balik...x payahlah..aku baru jer spent duit aku tadi beli kain...nehi..nehi...nehi...kena jimat...lagipun aku nk beli tudung pulak lepas nie...tak koser ler nak bwk manyak barang masuk2 kt kedai tudung kat jln TAR (kowang leh imejin cam maner "besar"nyer kedai tudung kat sana...)

Muka Ilham dah muncung sedepa tawwwww...coz manyak kedai tudung yg kitorang pergi...x jual tudung yg aku nak. Aku nak tudung yg ada munga smocking yg jahit sulam tangan...then Ilham kata...tudung pun ada merokok ker..."bukanlah.."...nie tudung yg ada munga yg derang kait hand made ....org panggil tudung sulam mekah...last..last...dpt gak tudung yg aku berkenan...cumer kaler ajer tak berapa nak masyuk...tp tak perlah...tudung kaler puteh...then munga2 kaler purple sikit...okeylah tu..coz kain yg baru aku beli tu pun...ada gak sikit munga kecik kaler purple....matching ler tuuuu...kan.

Peh tu...aku beli 2 tudung utk kakak...kaler pink n lite green. Bulih ler dia pakai utk wat gi class mengaji...kan. Sukanyer dia..biler dpt tudung baru. Padahal...opah dia baru jer beli tudung utk kakak.

Esok...aku mahu angkut my doters gi tailor utk ukur baju....aku nak suh tailor tu siap by end of Aug. Puh kanan..puh kiri...mintak2 tailor aku amik lagik order utk raya.

Dessert...

Ingat tak yg aku citer kitorang gi pasaraya “gergasi” last Sunday…aku ada beli buah plums..since my doter especially kakak mmg suka makan buah tu. Banyak gak aku beli…sunggguh tamak haloba aku nie…he..he..he..yer lor..dulu masa aku beli kat bangsar village grocery mmg manis bangat…sekalik…OMG>…so masam…dah lah x juicy…then kering mcm tah aper2 ntah…geram tul.

So..semalam..aku tgk…siyan pulak kat buah tu…asyik aku sorang jer yg makan…kakak to mo coz dia kata “tak sedap”..ishhh budak nie…ingat aku petik buah plum nie kat belakang umah ker?...aku pun cam terkial2 gak nak menghabiskan buah plum tu…serves me rite kan…padan muka aku...kah..kah..kah..gelak utk diri sendiri.

Tengah masak...

Peh tu..aku rasa..better aku buat something kat buah plum nie. Then teringat yg last Sunday..aku tgk kat channel 703 (afc)…ada wat dessert guna buah plum..so apalagik…dtglah idea aku utk wat desert ..ecceee cheee cheee.

Simple jer wat dessert nie...letak sugar + butter...panaskan sampai cair...n letak buah plum yg dah potong2...dh masak angkat...n letak almond slice ker...since umah aku x ada stock almond slice...so aku guna cashewnut jer....kalo ikut yg aku tgk kat channel 703 tu....kena letak eskem...tp rumah aku x ada eskem...so nielah hasilnyer.

Tadaaaa...Dah siap...

Nie ada lagik belen buah plums..saper nak makan???? uwaaaaa

Kepok...

Yesterday, after fetching kakak fm school...I saw this one old man carrying one bundle of plastic full of keropok. It's really touching to see that old man...cz at their age he have just need to be at home..no need to work jual kepok kat merata jalan..siyan sesangat......Then I called the old man ....dia pun dtg...and terus pegi ke keter aku......and I asked him..."berapa harga keropok nie..pak cik?..he was telling me..."15 ringgit"...OMG!..why its so expensive?.dlm hati ajer...tak sampai hati nak ckp kat pak cik tuuu.....

..then I told him..."pak cik...betul ker rm15?"...tak pueh hati aku cz selama nie...x penah aku jumpa keropok semahal nie...keropak udang yg kaler oren pun x mahal cenggini. Muka aku mmg muka cam konpius...nak tanya direct tak sampai hati...so wat muka ala2 terperanjat....over aku nie kan....

Pak cik tu bgtau aku..."pak cik date dari pattani...nie mmg kepok sana...sedap..."..then aku rasa ishhhh..nak beli ker tak nie?...kakak pulak dok sibuk ckp..."belilah ibu...belilah ibu..."...hemmmmm...kesian pun ada gak biler tgk muka pak cik....tiba2 pak cik tu ckp..."macam nielah...pak cik kasik rm13.00 .."...aku pun terus ckp..".okeylah...saya beli"...peh tu aku tgk ada 2 jenis kepok...satu kepok ikan tenggiri...n satu lagik kepok ikan parang. Pak cik tu ckp..."cubalah rasa yg ikan tenggiri punya...sedap...mmg kepok nie..kami salai..."..pak cik tu ckp dgn loghat pattani yg pekat...cam loghat kelate pun ada gok...(sorry..aku x pandai nak ghoyak kelate..)

Yg besh...Alisa yg dok dlm baby car seat...badan dah senget2...takut sgt kat pak cik tu nak amik dia...masa aku tgh kebek handbag aku nak kuarkan duit...he..he..he..that old man sempat gak..tease alisa yg muka cam ala2 risau ..n siap bye2 agik kat alisa....nak tergelak pun ada...may be pak cik tu rindu kat cucu dia ..pikir aku dlm hati.

Malam tu...aku goreng kepok yg aku beli petang tadi. Nak tahu tak...taste kepok tu cam maner...it was soooo sweet. Letak gula ker dlm kepok nie???...biler tgk ingredients...true indeed...mmg ada letak sugar. Bagi aku mmg tak besh...pelik rasanya....tp kalo tanya kat my doters...."sedappp...jer jawapan derang tu"...maklumlah manis....tp aku rasa kan...sedap lagik kepok yg my fil kasik...everytime kitorang balik Ganu...sure my fil belikan kepok utk kitorang...mmg sedap..n crispy. Ishhhh...tak sabo nyer nak balik Ganu...windu kat orang sana.

Monday yg biru....

Ahad - Ilham ada chess tournament kat royal s'gor club. So tinggallah kami 3 banak kt rumah. Ingatkan...nak bwk my doters gi JJ..tp biler pikio balik...rega petrol naik..then aku x larat nk berkejar kejaran mengejor Alisa nanti..so aku pendamkan niat murni ku ini. So aku just dok rumah wat spring cleaning ajer...sambil layan anak aku tgk citer katun.

Tp dlm dok layan my doters tu...aku tingin nak wat Laksa..Aku mmg suka laksa..n mmg hantu laksa pun. Kalo adek badek or my parents dtg umah...mmg aku rajin wat laksa..tp semalam..tak leh ler...kang nanti sumer nak dtg dapur menulun...bahaya.bahaya..dhlah Ilham enggak ada kt rumah...nx weeklah aku bikin laksa.

Petang tu Ilham balik...okeylah..dpt no. 6. Cepat2 kakak tunjuk card yg dia buat for Father's Day. Sukanya Ilham...siap cakap..nak letak kad yg kakak buat tu dlm diary dia. (x sempat nak amik gambo)..Yg aku x thn gelak..ada one part tu..kakak tulis...semoga cepat kaya!..gelak besar Ilham dibuatnyer.Peh tu..Ilham ajak kitorang gi Giant...so lepas magrib kami gi Giant..yg amik masa 5 minutes drive fm my home. Dekat jer dgn umah aku...nak beli susu, diapers n grocerries.

Masa kat tmpt susu..as expected mmg rega susu budak pun dah naik. Aku tgk..rega susu alisa pun dah naik..furggghhhh. Tp masa tu..sempat gak..aku diskus dgn Ilham...kunun2 nak tukor susu...tp tak jadilah...kitorang menten ajer susu yg dia pakai skrg nie.

Biler aku nk letak tin susu tu dlm trolley...terkejut beruk aku...biler tgk Alisa..dok amik syampoo yg aku beli then..dia pi ubuh atas rambut dia. Cam maner..tgn alisa nie leh capai syampoo dlm trolley nie..Biler aku tgk kakak...dia dok ralit baca buku..issshhh geram betul aku..sib baik tak kena tang mata..tak pasal2..pasal..alisa bikin konsert rock kt situ.

Utk dinner...kan aku plan nk mkn kt luar...tp Ilham ckp..kita tapau makan kt rumah jer..cz esok kakak sek. kena bangun awal...nanti kalo makan kt luar..takut lambat pulak kakak masuk tido...so aku menurut perintah...we all tapau kuehteow kerang...then makan sama2 kat rumah...home sweet home.

Happy Father's Day

This sunday...father's day kan....hemmmmmmm...punyalah aku dah plan n berangan nak ajak Ilham makan2 sempena father's day nie kan....kunun on behalf of my doters ler tu...(aku yg nak makan...sebenornyer..eyecheyyy cheey cheee)...sekalik he was telling me yg this sunday...dia ada chess tournament. Speechless terus aku...

Bulih ker cenggitu?...nie yg nak majuk nie..nak majuk ler...tak suka..tak suka. Dah lah...kitorang nie mmg jarang...ok...sekali lagik...aku tulis...jarang makan kt luar..sekali sekala nk celebrate makan kt luar....ada ler pulak clash dgn chess tournament. Then...pagi tadi dia ckp...ttg chess tournament tu...dia still tentative...(ayat nak amik hati...)..tak tahu nak gi ker tak? lorrrr....itu mcm ka?...aku pun tak mo push..dia lebey..lebey...lagipun mmg dia suka masuk chess tournament nie..let him decide whether he wants to go or not...kan.

Ckp pasal hari bapa nie....aku mmg tak rapat sgt dgn my father...u knowlah my father was ex-army retired...sumer adik badik takut dgn bapa aku...tp my dad..mmg ayah yg penyayang ...cuma aku tak rapat dgn my dad...mcm maner kakak rapat dgn Ilham.

Kakak mmg rapat dgn Ilham....kiranya derang nie mmg sekepala ler....Ilham suka wat lawak...tp kadang2 aku rasa cam tak lawak...tp bagi kakak lawak...mmg ketawa berdekah2 dlm keter...kalo layan 2 beranak nie...aku jer..yg tertiba cam lost in their world.

ada sekali tu...lepas aku amik kakak dari sek...dia leh nyanyi tag line radio klasik nasional fm..."klasik nasional..klasik nasional...bermula di sini...mengamit memory..."cenggitulah munyi tag line lagu tu....mmg aku suprised giller wehhhh....hambooiii dah leh hapal...nie mesti gara2 Ilham suka pasang radio nie...pagi2 dlm keter. Aku kalo dlm keter suka layan flyfm or hotfm...mmg taste kitorang enggak samer dong...he..he..he..

Every morning...Ilham punya tugas..anto kakak ...aku pulak anto alisa...cuma balik sek. aku yg amik kakak hari2...cuma on hari friday shj Ilham akan amik kakak....coz kowang tahulah...hari Jumaat..mmg jln jem dekat my office...mmg unpredictable...so Ilham ditugaskan amik kakak on Friday sahaja..hari lain...aku yg amik kakak fm school.

Ada sekali tu..Ilham citer kt aku...lepas amik kakak fm school...dlm keter..kakak dok sibuk tanya Ilham..

kakak : abah...abah tulun pilih antara Nabil & Ikmal (ker saper..ntah dh lupa nama budak tu)..yg maner satu kakak kena pilih nie...

abah: aper?

kakak:...alaaa..kakak peninglah...dah 2 org minat kat kakak...tak tahu nak pilih yg maner?

abah:..kah..kah..kah

Terus Ilham gelak besar....biler Ilham balik rumah...dia citer kat aku...dgn aku pun sekali tergelak...baru darjah 1......aperlah budak2 zmn skrg nie...mcm2 hal derang nie...

biler pikir balik....kalo it happen to me...mati hidup balik..mmg aku tak akan citer kat my dad...nak kena marah free ker...ishhh beza betul budak zmn dulu n skrg....budak zmn skrg nie..mmg open sikit kt parents...

Utk Tn Hj Mohamed Darus...Selamat Hari Bapa!

Petrol...Petrol...Oh..Petrol..

Aku rasa...dlm minggu nie..mmg tak abis2 org citer pasal kenaikan harga minyak yg melampau kan. Yg jadik mangsa...golongan middle income cam aku nie....kan. Nak suh org berjimat cermat...tp biler harga petrol increased...harga barang yg lain sumer naik ...cam maner tu?...mmg grr...grr...grr.

Occay..malas ler nak citer pasal harga petrol nie sumer....meh sini layan gambo my doters yg aku amik semalam.

senyum colgate....comot Alisa..coz baru lepas makan.

Siyan...kat Barnie...abis kena penyek...

Elok ajer gambo bersama....tapi biler part bergaduh...sumer sore high pitched.

My 2 little princess..

Aku pun tak tahu naper...kakak suka posing cenggini.

Ilham baru balik keja...kakak ajak dia posing samer

Tahniah! Huda & Khairy...

Nak berarak..utk bersanding

Finally, after long leave I’m back to office. I went back to my hometown due to my sis. wedding. Alhamdulillah…my sis. Nurhuda telah selamat diijabkabulkan dgn Khairy on last Saturday nite…& the wedding goes well as plan.

Khatam Al-Quran

Sementara nak tunggu pengantin lelaki..sempat gak kami berposing

I did not managed to capture most of the pics. wedding coz the camera was with Ilham. So I let Ilham to capture the wedding pics while I handle my doters. But yg frustrated tu…biler nak amik gambo pengantin bersanding…camera battery pulak kong…tensen gwe…sib baik Ilham sempat gak amik gambo pengantin before bersanding...okeyyylah tu.

When I came back to office…some of my frenz was asking me how is my sis. wedding?..I replied…it was great but I’m a bit tired..specially becoz we’re short handed…my eldest sis. now in confinement while my sis. who is the hardworking bab mengemas n membasuh pinggan in my family is the bride..so it just left me, faezah & zakiah only. Unfortunatelly, on last Sunday Zakiah need to go back to her collage coz she has the orientation at her collage. I think most of the time…I & faezah were at the kitchen…so uolls can imagine hows the things look like kan…ponat den…mmg ponat den dibuatnyer..he..he..he..he..

Kakak with her little cousin...Sahil

Just want to share some of the pics. With our little nephew Mohd Sahil. Rite now, Sahil already 14 weeks old..

Ahmad Sahil

Faezah with Amar...

Alisa takut dgr bunyi petir...